so open your eyes and realize.

how can you be so selfish? so sure that this is best, when i know your really just trying to protect your self, when i promised i would be there to catch you. Maybe not the catch you want, but you know your not the one i hold my arms open for, i dont even know whom that may be. But i wish you wouldnt be so quick to say i dont love you. "What kind of love is that?" you ask, well it's she special slot of love that you have taken in my heart. "You dont need me." i do. I need you because you need me more then you even realize.

million pieces

To capture my breath with my eyes, pink nose and ears, tiny delicate white flakes cling to the hair on my arm. Cold, wet, astonishing. And i think to myself, who ever thought of something so breath takingly perfect in every way has got it down immaculately. To every complex detail, like a million piece jigsaw puzzle.